The day when i was born

on 7 july tomorrow i was born
born to the world...
18th years old i had live in the world
and 18th more i have do all good and bad thing in the world.

now in my age 18th. i realize that i didn't give anything to my parents and all my family. 
i'am only girl who only make my parents sad.
i'am not yet give the happiness to my parents.

that i know now, i just can ask,ask and ask for the thing that i want.
i dont care if they're have much money or not...

Mom
i'am sorry when iam a child until teen like now, i can't give anything to you.
you're wonder woman mom. i'am promise i will make you and dad proud of me. i'am promise believe me.

Dad
i'am sorry too and forgive me when iam child, i'am always cried when i want something but you didnt give me, but when iam teenager like now, when i want something and you didnt give me i will angry and lock my self in my room until night. iam sorry dad, now i realize you do like that just want make me save and not want the bad thing happen to me.

now i'am 18th years old for the hours again. iam promise to you mom and dad and you Allah SWT.
i will be a good girl...
and will make all of you proud of me
iam promise, Believe me please believe